Sunday, December 02, 2007
Life is full of stress and life doesn't always go the way you want it. Sometimes you just got to hang in there because you can't stop the rollercoaster. I know I am not perfect and I know I make mistakes, sometimes the same ones but maybe it is because I need to learn it this way. The world tells me that my past dictates my future but I just see the past as a step up on the stairway to success. Some are bigger or smaller than others but I don't think we are stuck on the same step forever unless we choose to stop moving forward. Yet if you keep looking forward, you will see the steps there are new steps waiting to be stepped on. Nobody's life is perfect. We make do with what we got and we just look at the positive of everything. Perhaps that is way too optimistic for some people, for me that is alright. I am struggling right now to stay afloat and I want to take a break but the truth is life isn't going to give it to me. I have to adapt to this life somehow. I have no other choice but I will have been stronger for it. I still have a good rest of my life. As for the rest of my life, I am going accept the good and bad parts of my life and myself equally. The more I fight the bad, the more confused I get but if I can accept everything about me then at least I can have peace in that way. I know I am a beautiful person inside and out and I know that I will accomplish everything I want to, it will just be a lot harder for me than for most people. I won't give up no matter how much life wants me to and I won't listen to what the world tells me.